my christmas tree

As I found myself going away...further n further away from my beloved sons ,into an abyss.

I pulled out my gift..a Christmas tree.and Hola! it had lights n every kind of decoration .I was so happy,it was like giving birth to a new life,like i did 25 long years ago.

I spent my day loving it n decorating it.So much joy in finding a companion..i silent one who doesnt hurt back.I observed how it lit up my living room and my eyes.I chocked with emotions of different kinds....one side my sons leaving me,other side a tre which tells me ive not done anything wrong to send away my beloveds.

i find so much solace in it.I feel like a child

regards to all my ones who celebrate ,

Yaz